Puzzle
past few days, big headaches. My skills assessment is not moving well, not as I would like.
I started without really expecting much. The first sessions he finally came out as assistant manager, it suited me a lot. Not foolishly eager to return but not anxiety again.
In As interviews, I'm disoriented, I have a sense of professional failure (while good, I never regretted my choice before) crash, missing up to the coach, in short, discouragement ... Sucks.
I feel that my counselor, rather than actually point me to new tracks, simply highlight some things I already know I like and I connect the meaning of humor (haha too lol). Yeah to share professional clown, or leader Club Med I see it.
I suspected that taking such a step is a bit like opening Pandora's Box (Pandora's bastard, you can keep your ugly box!). In a minute I spend in total euphoria: "Gee but it of course! I want to straightening of the tiger! " total discouragement "Oh no, in fact, it's a crappy idea."
I feel that instead of opening perspectives, it highlights what I missed (I am Being irrationalism), everything is too late to do (and I am Being pessimistic).
For now, all that I gain is a loss of confidence in me, an inability to make a decision, a desire to retreat into myself.
Caca.
Prout.
And also may be a slight regression ... ;).
I do not regret having started this approach anywhere I need it. I want to question me and challenge me. Never Thought it'd Be That hard though ...
Otherwise I started the course code, an objective and positive healthy That Is!
Soon Captain youhou evening! Hmm, good idea to convert it right?
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